Dee hugged her girlfriend goodbye and watched her leave through the window…like she does every morning. As she said “Goodbye” Dee held on a bit tighter this time. Ohh, Patti said, where did that come from? Dee replied “I just want you to know how much I love you and you mean the world to me”. Awww… I know you do said Patti, I really do. She walked off and into her car she went. Dee stood by the window the whole time waiving as Patti made her way down the pavement.
She waited……. she waited for that one phone call, that one text…. that one person that would make her change her mind……..about leaving this Earth. It didn’t happen and she was quite surprised how she pulled it off that no one knew. No hints, no clues.. it was never spoken about. Only inside her head constantly. Well, that was it. She didn’t need anyone to change her mind. The Financial Burden would finally end. Such a Peaceful thought. She made up her mind.
Sadness she felt for the loved ones she left behind. Just hearing them say, how could she do this, why didn’t she ask for help. If they can hear me now, I’d say… I was tired of the struggle. I got myself into this mess, I got myself out. I love you all very much. Life was not fun anymore. Please accept my sincere words of: I didn’t want to hurt anyone.
Dee's Truth 